*This is an ode to the living i.e.,
*to the trying.
*to the fighting
*to the eventually tired
* may you keep receiving Christ
Father, I am unwell,
...a woman & 34 years old,
So my body is entitled to its existential tantrums
This now, is my little revelation:
I am passing away
along with my indiscretions & moral success...
there are many many tears here,
those encumbering attempts
of a church-going sinner
dying here,
withering away,
the coming of another wilderness
There's a wailing here
From the pews to Yeshua ears :
My lamentations & eventual silence.
*there are many many tears here
Let me wrestle you,
Fight you,
in Your Holy pages, harass me there
& let me endure
the theological chastening
Until I receive...
...the Nazarene.
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