father,
in me, is a fighter,
of the sharpest wrath,
against they who
incite my unproblematic mouth
to dangerous dialogue…
…yet on this lonely January night,
A new year
of bad & noble probabilities alike,
I am asking you :
Do not abandon me to the righteousness
of my legitimate anger,
Release me, your child.
from the folly of an indignant tongue.
and in prayer, receive , please my hottest lamentations.
(and let me rest finally from this insatiable rage)
and let no one,
Not even enemies of worst transgressions,
suffer the vengeance of my unbecoming tongue…
And yet, oh God!
let me never coddle the quiet of cowards
teach me instead, how to speak,
So the target of my words
may absorb the essence of it all,
And wether they repent or not, whatever they do!
Oh God!
may I cheerfully abdicate that uncertainty
to your loving WILL…
Amen
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